So Hi =) I’m greta as some of you may know already. I am 16 and i live in Ca sadly. People here are almost consumed by drama and clothes and how much money you have. I grew up in NYC and it was so different there plus they have good pizza…and i really like pizza lol. But people here are so quick to judge a person. they don’t really understand me because of the fact that i care more about life, real relationships and connections with people. I like to have …real conversations…as shocking as that is to some ..i mean don’t get me wrong i can be pretty spazzticly silly at times.. but they take it to a whole new level of that, with their simple minds and ignorant ways. People don’t think before they say things… even my own friends who know i’m gay say fag around me all the time as if it won’t bother me. People sometimes are just scared of things they don’t understand. I’m fighting to educate the ones around me, Ican’t loose hope. Their harsh words make me stronger.. my tears turn into passion that one day things will be different. that one day i’ll make things better for everyone who feels alone. But anyway i’ll talk more about that later =]
My favorite color is green.. just thought i’d let you all know :)
My favorite food is probably tacos ;)…and pizza basically anything thats not fish haha.. I have an undeniable love for food lol any kind of pasta is pretty frekenfantastical too
My favorite animal is the cheetah cuz it’s fast ( im on the track team) but i also like bunnies and anything i think is floppy that won’t kill me :):)
I am a Hufflepuff. And I am proud. I personally think i was sorted into Hufflepuff because i don’t fit in anywhere else lol
Songs that have meaning to me: I Miss You- Blink-182, Famous Last Words- My Chemical Romance, Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol, For a Pessimist, I’m pretty optimistic- Paramore, Fiction- Avenged SevenFold, Creep- RadioHead, Sweet Child O’ Mine- Guns N’ Roses, Welcome to My LIfe- Simple Plan, Hold on- Good Charlotte, The Con- Tegan And Sara, AWOLNATION- Sail, Nothing compares 2 u- Me and the Gimmie Gimmies, Erase Me- Kid Cudi …and SOO many others…
I like whatever music makes my ears happy =]
Society’s Idea of Beauty is Disgusting.
I definitely lack in the friend department…again i’ll get into that later but literally the other day i drew faces on my fingers to make myself feel like i had more friends lol pathetic i know but so far i have yet to meet people who are deep thinkers and understand me..well actually sometimes i don’t even understand me.
I am having a really hard time at highschool right now…people.. have made me feel bad for being gay, even the teachers and that isn’t okay…They are all so tied down by traditions.. I am doing all that i can to change it, or at least open up their eyes to other opinions. It’s like in 10 years from now is the car you drove in High school and the expensive clothes you were wearing really going to matter? Your status in High School won’t follow and always be with you for the rest of your life. But the things you say and the way you treat others will always stay with them. The hate you push upon them will forever be scarred on their memory. And on their hearts. So think before you say things. Think about the pain you might cause to some one else… I know some of you or people at my school probably feel some pain themselves and lash out at others..and i feel bad for them.
A girl killed herself at my school recently…i knew her… and i am so frustrated…especially about how lightly it is being taken at my school.. suicide is serious no one should have ever have to feel like that’s their only option. Or like that is the only way they will finally feel happy. Nobody should have to wake up every day feeling alone, depressed, worthless, or not good enough. I really am going to try to make a difference and opens peoples eyes..I hope things will be better some day :/..treat the ones around you with kindness and respect. See things from anothers point of view, keep an open mind.
If any of you who read this longish post i love to help people …as cliche as that sounds if you ever need anything i am here no matter what. I mean that. Call TEENLINE where you can talk to non judgemental teens about anything from bullying to rape to anything we will be there for you and just listen to you.