Me to the girl I love On 4/26/13, at 12:00 AM, Greta wrote:
> awwww lil..<3 i wish..im sorry that i didn’t know all of this. Lili.. we all have out purpose in this world..even if a lot of us don’t know what it is yet. What i do know..is i cant wake up tomorrow..knowing you’re not here. You are special. You have changed my life..in ways you may never know. but I know you lil.. I see you. I see you shining all the time. I see you when you’re smiling and making peoples day happier..just by how you say hello to them. I see you crying..when you’re so sad and you feel everything so much..and you need to just breakdoown because you see everyhing..and you take it all in..everyones pain everyones happiness, all of your fears, worries, you take it all in..and then sometimes..you just have to clear yourself of all of it..you feel it so much. I see you when you;re angry..and when you get angry for being angry because you feel so guilty about it..to the point where you dont think you have a right to be mad..you are always thinking and putting yourself in the other persons shoes..i see it…and thats why im here…to make sure you stay in your own shoes for a change..and let me take care of you. I see you when you’re silly..because you’re so happy..and so carefree..like even if tis just for a moment..just that moment..you forget everything for a little..and in that moment you believe truly..that everything is gonna be alright.. and im so happy to say that i get to share those moments with you. If you weren;t here..i think I wouldn’t have that many of those moments. They are special. I see how you can work a crowd, and be the funny one, when you dont feel shy. I love when you take spotlight. I see you as the most beautiful girl. I see you as my girl. I dont care what you wear or what you say, or anything.. I love you. There are many reasons..to why you are here.. and i obviously cant name them all becase your story has not been fully written yet..but what I can say is that from all of the things..ive seen..and from all of the way’s..ive felt I can say that your purpose.. is making other people feel like they can trust others again. Making me feel more love than I ever havee..giving me something to live for. giving me hope. Making people smile. Being who you are. It doesnt matter what ypu’re meant to do. because you will find it. its thee, youre beauty and your strenght has always been there… but you are always taking care of others..that..i think you dont realize how much a person like you is worth. And for right now..my purpose it to show you. Your purpose is to justt be Lili Cohen. And to take care of Lili Cohen..she deserves to cry,laugh, smile just as much as any other person. I know you can’t see all of these things that I see. And Im not the only one. But your talent..it lies just in your heart. Your kindness, Your compassion, Your love. Everything will fall into place when the time is right.
I love you for many reasons..but the most important one..i cant explain.. i cant write it down..i cant even tell you..because the one reason above all others..of why i love you..is just because..you are you.